i’ve never been one to journal. A journal entry for me starts with “why am i doing this”, “no one is going to read this whats the point”, “i’m not even going to read this…” end journal entry, blank, close journal.
The running discussion in my head is exactly that, a discussion, a mode of communication that inherently requires an audience. I don’t like being my own audience, i was there, i said it/saw it/wrote it, so whats the point.
well heres to hoping that typing to a magical imaginary internet audience is enough for my autistic brain to rationalize the weirdness that is journaling.
embracing the inbetween 